i feel like a freshmen again

It's been more than a year that I've stayed up trying to write a paper. And I just remembered something. You know how you check your AIM buddy list occasionally as the hours turn to 3am, 4am, 5am, and the number of buddies dwindle significantly to only a few ppl who are either in another time zone or have their away msgs up? Yea I hate when it gets to that point. That's when the despair takes over.